Hybrid Style Art by Isteb

Where did it begin and when does it end what happens in the middle? This is the answers I don’t have they have the questions but they do not have answers for me yet. How do you unbreak the broken? How did I get broken? Why am I not angry? I’m a childless mother and an orphan and now that I need help I can’t even find someone that wants a job so it makes me wonder have I changed? I used to have so many friends I used to do so many things but now all I do is nothing I do nothing. I don’t know how to unbreak the broken I don’t know how to mend the week I don’t know how to have an Outlook that isn’t bleak I don’t know how to make the pain stop for you for me I don’t even know who I am anymore I’m just a girl who will never meet or reach that special place she thought she would not now not soon not ever. I’m sorry I read such sorrowful words if you’re my friend on here it’s okay to delete me if I am too Bleak and dark for you I write this for me anyways because I have to get it out of my head or it stays my heart and I don’t want my heart to go black I don’t want to go with that and dark and alone anymore than I already am