One day I’m Gonna

Reach for the Moon and stars, bask in the Sun in a hammock by a river. One day I’m gonna eat live and not just live to eat. One day I’m gonna live in the moment, not the past, not the future. No time traveling for me when that day comes. One day I’m gonna be free to be me, and accept everything for what it is, whatever it is. That day is getting closer, today I have a little less pain and a little more gain. I’ve decided that I do like myself, I don’t like all the choices I’ve made but they’re gone they’re in the past. Today I like me and tomorrow? Will see, if it a r rives perhaps it willl help me like others even more… and, when that happens, I think that’s when the real Journey Begins and all this preparation will have a reason to have happened and I will be very pleased to have made it through. My writings are usually Bleak and dark but I think a lot of the ick and muck is fading away and some of my true beauty… inner beauty might just be Shining through.

14 responses to “One day I’m Gonna”

  1. You expressed your struggles very poetically and beautifully. I hope all works out.

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    1. I really think you’re wonderful thank you, really crunchy Old mean hag so when I say nice things to people on here is because I mean them. I have never come across a more thoughtful kind Community as I have on here. Thank you

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      1. Thank you for your kind words. I have just started to explore the community but it seems to be very helpful. I hope you have a great night and the rest of the week.

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  2. lovely expressions isteb~! 💞

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    1. Well thank you, I hope I’m learning and things will just keep getting better and better until I write as good as I have the ability to do so because one day I’d like to write a book I think anyways thank you and I’m sorry it took so long to get back to you I didn’t even know I had a comment button

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  3. Beautifully expressed…so honest as if you are thinking out loud..I believe this line:
    ” I think that’s when the real Journey Begins and all this preparation will have a reason to have happened and I will be very pleased to have made it through.” is your clairvoyant intuition..and just as you say …it will be your future:)

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    1. Thank you so much!

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  4. Wonderful insights to a beautiful lady. God bless and keep you.

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    1. He has so far I don’t think he’s going to let me down now, I mean really I found a subculture here of people who are so incredibly kind and caring and I’m learning so much and I know that God brought me here so that I would have support until this is over and then I’ll be so deeply embedded with you all that I’ll never leave. Life is good and I’m ready to live it I just got to give it a little bit more time and rest and stop doing more than I should cuz that just causes me setbacks and I’m tired of those so I’m going to behave and God’s going to help me. Thanks for being my friend

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  5. Chin up isteb22; your gonna get there 😉

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    1. Thanks Leo! Headed to the hospital now

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  6. It’s a privilege to be your friend.

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    1. It is for me too 🙂

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