Hybrid Style Art by Isteb

My day is just starting and all I want to do is go back to bed. This last surgery kicked my butt again it seems like each one is harder on me than the last and there’s been so many in the last couple of months. I still have at least three left the final one being the big one and I just don’t know if I can make it through. I get frustrated easy because I’m in pain so much and for whatever reason our society has deemed prescription pain medication as the devil while fighting against street drugs that kill people. It makes no sense to me because at least if it’s prescribed and you take it as prescribed there is some quality of life available and now on the topic of street drugs which I refuse to even consider our society talks and talks and talks about fighting against it but does nothing really meanwhile people like me suffer. I won’t judge other people for needing pain medication and getting it wherever they need to in order to have it but I will advise folks to stay away from anything not prescribed by a physician and read the labels they all say how often how many and do not take with alcohol. Man I’m in a lot of pain this morning and I can’t do anything about it except for pray for a little relief. Even for 5 minutes would be nice. Anyways I hope everyone has a good day, pain free or minimalized and that you get an opportunity to feel alive truly alive at least once today. Thank you for letting me rant