It Grieves my heart to say this

My infection is so severe now that even if I could see my daughter and grandson or even hear their voices I don’t know what I would recognize them. I think the window of opportunity has closed. I can’t even take my own bath or wash my own hair I’m too weak and nothing seems to be helping it so bye sugar bug and jaybird im so sorry! Are you around for 3 years has to grandma died but I was sick before she died and I can’t help that much longer not now

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    1. Thank you, but I’m ok now. Just have to do the next right thing little baby steps and before I know it this will all be over at least that’s what I’m hoping for! I’m glad that I have people I can talk to that are so supportive like you. Thanks

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      1. It is wonderful that you are recovering

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  1. I’m so sorry to hear this. But please don’t lose hope, not only for your children but also for yourself. Have faith that you’ll be healed. You can do this. Fight!

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    1. I really should my last breath

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    2. Thank you my friend

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    3. I’ll fight till my very last breath and thank you thank you thank you my friend

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  2. I am so sorry to read what you have written. I pray you recover.

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      1. Youโ€™re very welcome.

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  3. My dear, I know that fear and worry May have taken hold of your heart, But remember that faith in God Can bring healing and a brand new start.

    Though your body may feel weak and frail, And uncertainty may linger in the air, Have faith in God’s love and mercy, For in His arms, you’re safe and secure.

    Your spirit may shine bright like the sun, A testament to your strength and grace, And though your body may need to rest, Your faith in God won’t be displaced.

    Your daughter and grandson hold you dear, And your love for them will never disappear, Even if your body can no longer keep up, Your faith in God will lift you up.

    So take comfort in the love that surrounds you, And know that we are holding you close, For in love and faith, there is strength and peace, And your spirit will forever glow.

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    1. Thank you, I needed to hear that! God has been good to me, a person may not be able to look at me from the outside and see it but from the inside I know how good God’s been to me well I know some of how good God’s been to me. I know there’s things that he’s done that I’m not even aware of that have kept me safe and sane and upright. I know he loves me and you just reminded me of all of that thank you so much!

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      1. I’m glad to hear that. Please make sure to keep your faith strong in God and continue trusting Him, along with your medication. He will perfect His healing in your life. I hope you feel better soon!

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        1. Your poems are beautiful I just wanted you to know that

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          1. Thanks sooo much๐Ÿซ 

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  4. oh Isteb. My heart is breaking reading your words.
    I’m sending all of the love and healing I can muster. โฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ

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    1. You’re such a wonderful person and you say the nicest things to me and you help me. You reach out to me when I need somebody to the most and I’ll never forget that. And I send my love and prayers out back to you as well. And don’t let your heart break because I’ve had a good life, you can’t tell from the outside maybe but from the inside my life’s been pretty good and whatever is left of it I believe God will show me how to use it wisely and with love and kindness thank you so much

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      1. oh you are very kind to let me know. I’m glad your fever broke. that is a good thing. I see the inside of you shining through with lots of wonderful questions and your rich life experiences. I’m glad your husband is there. Yes, you keep finding those everyday moments and thanks for the love too. You’re so welcome! ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿค—๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ

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